So, this registration form has been sitting on my table for weeks.
Yes, weeks.
I look at it everyday. I contemplate sending it everyday.
And then I doubt myself.
Why do I do that?
I know I am fully capable of running 4 miles. I’ve done it before. I run 2 or even 3 semi-regularly, occasionally stretching it to 4 so I can prove to myself I can still do it. I think maybe I’m afraid I can’t do it by myself.
Today I finally got it off the table and in the mail.
Today I sent it in.
Here’s hoping I CAN do it.
When will I learn to stop doubting myself?
It’s going to be a long summer…and that 10K goal is going to be mighty big looming over me if I’m worried over a little 4 miler.
Anybody want to come run it with me?
April 18, 2011 at 9:09 am
You’re so silly Janette… you know you’re gonna rock it
But with all those big egos out there your humility is quite refreshing. Much Love to you, you’ll do great! p.s. you’re the only one that is doubting you… the rest of us know better 
April 18, 2011 at 3:10 pm
Yes, but I don’t think I can do it…